TrueLoveWaits: Quiet Your Desperate Plea

Don’t allow your right now feelings to get in the way of your future forever. The man that God has for you will far exceed what you are trying to make possible for yourself-your faith will be the magnetic force that God will use to draw your future husband to you or vice versa. I know being alone can be a PAIN in the you know WHAT, and your biological clock is ticking uncontrollably, but I really want you to take a step back and tune in to what your heart is really trying to convey to you. Are you really free to love and be yourself around him, or have you convince yourself into loving him for the sake of not being alone. Think about it while I share my story with you.

I definitely had my share of desperate pleas- entertaining someone from my past because they showed me a little attention and called me beautiful, and I can’t forget the nights of crying out my frustration and anger to God-hoping that my Prince Charming would fall out of the sky and rescue me from the mean dragon of loneliness. I remember one particular night I was lying in my bed in silence and the tears begin rolling down my face. I had finally calmed down from my normal episodes of yelling my desperate pleas to God (Thank God for Grace and Mercy). As I laid there I couldn't muster up the strength to verbalize my question to God, so my heart said it for me- “Why haven’t I been pursued yet?”

The tears continued to flow down my face as my heart waited in anticipation to hear God’s answer. Silence filled the room once again and finally God’s Gentle Voice spoke to my heart and said “You’re a rare Jewel; I have you tucked away for someone special, that’s why you’re hidden under me.” I smiled from His answer and immediately new tears begin to flow down my face- tears of joy. My heart was immediately at peace and overjoyed as I replayed back the beautiful words that God had spoken to me that night over in my heart-my perception of "waiting" was forever changed that night. I want you to know that that word wasn't just for me, but it was for you as well. You’re a rare jewel tuck away in the safe keeping of God’s heart. I’m here to deliver to you the answer to your desperate plea that God has you tuck away, and is preparing you for the man he’s created you to be with.

In jewelry stores you have many beautiful diamonds on display for buyers to buy and for people to gawk at. But the rare exclusive jewel (that’s YOU) is secured away in the store’s vault and is not permitted to come out until that special buyer (Your Future husband) shows up. God is the keeper of your heart, he hasn't forgotten about you and your desires. The Lord never forgets your faithfulness and your heart equity you've already put in (so don’t cash out early)-He shall reward you with HIS CHOICE for your husband if you faint not-there’s still hope. Don’t sale yourself short by having someone in your life for the sake of him being there instead of being alone, wait on God. Don’t allow right now feelings to get in the way of your future forever- Quiet Your Desperate Plea.

~MechelleRenee  

To My Future Love

Just today I shared a thought about my future husband on Facebook and twitter with you. I said “being single is beautiful, but I can’t wait until my husband comes into my life; he will encompass the beauty of my heart.” I read that statement over and over…and wow!!! The Lord has brought me to a place of comfort... I trust the Lord to write my love story. Yes!! He created me and my future husband and I trust the Lord so much to bring us together!!

I pray for my future daily!! I pray for his strength and ask the Lord to lead and guide him throughout his day; ending the prayer with “and Let him know that I love him, and kiss him for me.” It will not be hard for my future to discover who I am because in him he carries a sensitive radiator to detect his long lost rib; which lies inside of me. It’s so fulfilling to know that God designed us both to fulfill a destiny, in which we both must fulfill together; what a work of art. I am truly convinced that God and my future have had several different conversations about me; preparation on how to love and treat a queen. Don’t worry God and I converse on several different occasions as well J… I know a little about whom he is…and that’s all I am going to say.

 He will definitely be the king in the king’s palace, and I will serve as his lifelong queen (wow! Isn’t that beautiful?) I hope your feeling me readers on this one; the softer side of Mechelle. The love that we will share will encourage people around us. We will have such a love and trust for one another that if and when the enemy would try to put a stumbling block in the way, we will both kindly step over them!! I know his heart will be pure and beautiful; like God. I will live in the very moment of our beautiful life together; even in the stage of friendship. I’m in great waiting to see how the Lord will bring us together; as the romantic/passionate God that He is, I know it will be a story to be told to generations to come…I know the Lord has created me a king with character, integrity, humbleness of heart, kindness, strength/courage, etc. (Whew! Let me take a break from that list).

I want to build intimacy with him and share my deepest thoughts with my future. I want to create something between us to share, to where even done in public we will only both know the inside secret. I want to share our joy with one another and build on the foundation of true love; nothing broken, nothing missing…just perfect unconditional love. I am so ready to hear about his visions and goals, and if he is already successful I would like to hear about how he would take his plans/goals to another higher level. I want to know what makes him smile, what’s his pet peeve, what’s his favorite movie, food, WHATEVER; I just want to know him!!! Pursue friendship with him, learn about him, and grow with him.

I want to give my future the security password to my heart; share my life with him (I hear the song share my life by Kem playing in my soul; YouTube this song if you’ve never heard it before) Yes I enjoy listening to Kem for the ones who are super religious.  There is a yearning in me to want to serve him!! I once was the MISS INDEPENDENT WOMAN!! But now I depend on God and he is preparing me for my king. I want to come home and lie down next to him…I want to make sweet love to him, and when we depart and travel to our responsibilities of service we will still be one with each other; He may be in Scotland filming, and I may be in Jamaica performing, but we will carry each other in our hearts. I cannot wait to step down as first place, allowing my future to be my covering, and I happily take the back seat of being the strong one. Through my singleness the Lord is teaching me how to serve and submit to a man. When you understand how to serve and submit to God, than and only then will you understand how to submit to your future/husband.

I believe that God has created someone for everybody, but are you writing the love story of your life or is the Lord?  I have given God total control over my life, which includes my love life. Every part of me belongs to the Lord, and when I try to take back the trust from God He would kindly remind me that “I AM is in charge”…My man will resemble God, not only is God a gentleman through the Holy Spirit, but He also knows how to properly put me in place at times. I need an accountability partner who is not ashamed to love me and properly put me in check at times. Because believe me when I say it, I will definitely love/check you ;). I believe in God writing and creating my love story. I believe in arranged marriages if ONLY the Lord is doing the arranging, and I believe in unconditional love. Am I perfect? Not by a long shot, but I serve a perfect God who will teach me how to love my future husband. I will accept him and the many hats that he wears, I will embrace his testimony; and he will do the same for me. We don’t have to live in a mansion with 50cars…I would like a 5bedroom 4bathroom home with custom made fixing (I will explain the custom details to my future husband; it’s privateJ).  The dream truck that I’ve always wanted is an Audi Q7 with all the luxury fixings, with the color of my choice.

Readers I know this is a little different, but love/relationships are a part of God’s plan as well. Relationships started with God creating us to fellowship with Him on a daily bases. So embrace the fact that God has you in mind to walk you down the aisle (for the ladies), and to fix your bow tie (for you men); God is in control!! So allow Him to be in control of your love life as well.  Be Bless!!

-PureEnlightenment